I plaster on this fake smile

I'll fool everyone around

They wont see the hurt

Seeing me with a frown



No one understands this pain

I'm in

No one gets that I'm a good lier

No one sees the real me

How can you when I'm just a sin?



I'll cover up the sorrow with make up

Pretend everything is ok

You'll see that I look alright

This is, of course, the only way



You can't look past this smile

Not deep down inside me

Not for another while

Never



Lies and whispers is what I do

Living life like its alright

No one shall no the truth

Look at me and you'll see this fake smile too

gawdd this is how ii feel most of the time

how long has it been since ii really smiled

when ii last saw you, when you last made me laughed.



they only see the fake smile

ii put on.

to make them shut up.
dont tell me to stop being emo.
jux bcos ii feel tired & dont want to talk much dosent mean i am emo
helloo. so irritating.


aniwaee ty minmin for understanding that ii was in pain todae
unlike some other ppl who askd me why ii sooo emo
hello. gawdd.

ksx so ii have been instructed by ppl like pinkyy to stop being so emo
& my only way to do that is to

blog about Ronaldo&manchesterunited

we did not get what we deserved.
its not fair how some teams are so lucky & can jux pull through every game through luck
but let me jux sae
since then the only english team up there is man u
helloo. last time blackburn was like second.
& chelsea and aresenal were at the second half of the table

for those with eyes who actually watched the manu chelsea match
chelsea played dirtyy
. drogba kicked vidic. kickedd
. bllack jumped ontop of ronaldo& he was like frking huggin him
unfair ii want that to be me.

haii. aniwaes, its not the end
unlike for clubs like liverpool who are out.
its super irritates me
liverpool fans.
ii noe ppl like mag & minmin are like true liverpool soccer fans.
but some ppl. some ppl only like liverpool cos its like the glamour club
the jersey nice luh. the club name nice luh.
gawdd bimbos like you ;ahem; are giving fans like us a bad name
ii bet u dont even noe wats an offsied or ever kicked a ball
& you act as if....
damn larhx
walao irritating.
btw ii saw this bimbo todae.
pissing. get a life luh, or go learn how to kick a ball. then call urself a fan.

nah pinkyy ii shall blog smth funny for you
ksx so todae min was like : eheheh wat was that guy's name ah. the hansum one who scored against manu for blackburn
me: oh ya very hansum. but not ronaldo. haii
thenn
min: ii rmb. santa cruz, whoa
natash: santa clauz. is santa clauz comin. yay. then she continues to do some lame duck dance.
hah.

oh ya todae there was smth bout santa cruz in new paper
&how manu wanna buy him
yay:)
ii think they should buy kaka:)
yayyay.
more eyecandyy




mummy baked a cake.
its nice.
mb ii bring pinkyy some.

todae ii scratched deandra
cos she punchedme.
oh ya my middle nail chipped but its still nice.
rawrrrrr

Labels: happy emo:):(